Four years ago, on Dec 27, I went into the hospital with amniotic fluid leak and was found to be dilated. Five days later I lost Adrian. It was at the exact same gestational age that I am now, and at the same time of the year, and even in similar circumstances (I had also just gotten off a flight from Vancouver, where I had spent Christmas with my parents). I even had a similar pedicure. Everything is so similar, that it is bizarre.
I had a dream today that I was fully effaced and one fingertip dilated. I am obviously worried, at least subconsciously. Hopefully this pregnancy will go well. It is just so weird to be experiencing sensations of deja-vu.
I can only imagine how hard this must be. Thinking of you, and hoping so much for a good outcome.
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